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05-03-05

Overall this week i have been struggling on one question, should I go for it? Her image is getting foggy & started to leave my mind. I care, however, i can do nothing about it, we don't really know each other, or perhaps says, we are testing each other. This week, I can feel that she has put an ultimate effort on her clothing... who for? i have no clues. But chances are getting less for me, she is attempting to find out which types she is belong to, and she is winging off her sporty look, dress what the majority looks like"to be a normal Western girl"....loss of her personality or hiding up. Who for? I don't have a clue, What for? still unclear! Either I give up and then look around i may find out the one i want or hold on and then dive into a dark well, i may find out the answer. If it's a yes no question, i will become happier but becos' of u, i m getting so confused. Although u seem that u are trying hard to get closer to me or to appear more in my eyes, however i like what u were. If u've changed already and u think i like it, sorry, not my type. No need to dive in. I know u won't read my dairy, simply becos' u don't know i have a website, i will never tell u. Write down something in my dairy so that i can spare my brain, take a rest. This is my feeling now

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03-03-05

AED Exam Passed, met Leo(medical student LU yr3) in the HQ

Sing-a-long-a Abba is The Ultimate Abba Party, a chance to sing your heart out all night long to some of the greatest pop songs of all time. Celebrate the music of the Swedish Supergroup in true sing-a-long-a style, with the help of our live band and magic moments goody bag.

A member of the audience (it could be you!) will be crowned Dancing Queen for the evening and then there𠏋 the world famous Sing-a-long-a fancy dress competition. With so much nylon around the evening will be electric!

Both Abba and the Sing-a-long-a concept appeal to all ages and you can expect a wide range of ages attending ?there are no restrictions. Sing-a-long-a Abba is a great big party where the first rule of the evening is THERE ARE NO RULES!

Marco, Sophia, Danielle, Kin, Victor and Peter will go to sing a long with Abba tonite, and of course i will as well !!! Dancing Queen....hohowoo..

16Pounds per seat x15= HK$240, now we can watch it for free!!

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27-02-05

病Q o左tim，頂硬上~ 細水長流lor~好彩只係上半日AED course，回家睡左陣，夜晚Ben來我flat食燒賣...我食左十幾粒~.....已好番d ga la，成身軟奶奶~23:15 la~我諗我都係頂唔順....唉o訓，天日又可以同高妹Megan一齊做lab la，唔得快d好番sin 得.....中有9weeks就exam la~加馬sin得la~

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26-02-05

shit la this morning, i couldn't get up ar, I got up at 09:00am(course start at 9), i flied there...and thx, they hadn't started still...Kevin left Liverpool..but b4 that i brought him to the SJA HQ to say good bye to Stella.

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25-20-05

我去唔到西班牙了，feel sorry to Kevin，because he prepared most of the thing...

但係Kevin突然話今日要來Liverpool，唔知佢想做o麥呢..探Stella瓜..heheh. i need to ask Fensin to lend her room for him....

把鬼~Ben forgot to bring his safety goggle for his lab this morning, called me to bring mine for him... i did....freezing cold and i was wearing short...well whatever..

D notes又亂晒 la~

晚上with Ben, Stella, Kevin and Littlerain(Stella's fd, i don't know is it her right name, something like that la), we went out to have dinner in China town, each paid 8pounds. then Kevin & I went back home & chat for anything until 01:00am... then I slept at 03:00am...shit...tomorrow 1st A course.

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24-02-05

蝴蝶夫人 Madama Butterfly《劇情簡介》

Opera in three acts by G. Puccini, Libretto by G. Giacosa and L. Illica. First performance: Milan, 1904.

Characters: Cio-cio-San, called Madama Butterfly (soprano) ; Suzuki, her servant (mezzo-soprano); B.F.Pinkerton, Lieutenant, U.S. Navy (tenor); Sharpless, U.S. Consul (baritone) ; Goro, marriage Pinkerton (mezzo-soprano); Cio-cio-san's child (silent).Nagasaki, at the turn of the century
蝴蝶夫人（秋秋桑）................................................................女高音
平克頓（美國海軍上尉）.......................................................男高音
鈴木（秋秋桑的女傭）...........................................................次女高音
夏普勒斯（美國駐日本領事）..............................................男中音
五郎（日本婚姻掮客）...........................................................男高音

場景：二十世紀初，日本長崎港邊的小山丘

第一幕山丘上的日本平房庭院

幕啟時，婚姻掮客五郎帶著即將新婚的美國海軍軍官平克頓走上山丘，前來觀看新房，五郎向平克頓解說日本式平房隔間的奧妙，並介紹未來服侍新人的傭人們。未久，美國駐日本領事夏普勒斯揮汗如雨、一步步走上山來，平克頓上前熱情迎接，並聊起他對這次與日本姑娘成婚的個人觀感：「我們美國佬浪跡天涯，四處為家，不斷尋找歡樂與滿足，並且擄獲各地美女芳心。」夏普勒斯覺得平克頓態度有些輕佻，他力勸這位年輕的海軍軍官：千萬不能傷了日本姑娘的心，否則將會是件大罪過。此時，五郎趕來稟報：「新娘隊伍來了！」一陣美麗的女聲合唱，遠遠地從山坡下傳上山頭，新娘秋秋桑在親友的陪伴下，緩步蓮移，拾階而上，沿途還歌頌著大自然的美景與夢幻般的愛情。隊伍抵達後，秋秋桑率眾人行跪禮，平克頓憐惜地上前慰問一路辛苦的秋秋桑，夏普勒斯則是詢問起秋秋桑的家世；秋秋桑答說：她原本是長崎當地世家之後，後來父親逝世，家道中落，為了討生活，不得以從事藝妓，並與母親相依為命。當夏普勒斯問起年齡時，秋秋桑則是俏皮地要兩位美國紳士先猜一猜；平克頓與夏普勒斯猜了幾回後，秋秋桑則公布了正確答案：她今年已經十五歲，算很老了！平克頓與夏普勒斯聞言，不覺莞爾，「十五歲」在西方世界國家裡，還正是玩耍的年紀，眼前這位日本女孩竟然說這樣已經很老了，他們覺得實在不可思議！隨後日本天皇特使與婚姻公證人駕到。行禮前，秋秋桑在一旁偷偷告訴她未來的夫婿平克頓：她在前一天曾悄悄地到西方教堂受洗，改信基督教，這樣她以後就可以和先生一同前去教會，向同一個神明祈禱。婚禮舉行後，正當蝴蝶夫人與平克頓接受眾人道賀時，忽然傳來一陣怒吼聲，原來是蝴蝶夫人的和尚叔父來了。他怒責秋秋桑竟敢背棄自己家族所信仰的佛教，跑去改信洋鬼子的宗派；眾人聞言，紛紛離去，只留下被遺棄的秋秋桑獨自飲泣。此時夜幕低垂，平克頓上前安慰新婚的小妻子，並誓言將好好地愛著她；隨後兩人相偕入房，共享新婚之夜的歡愉。

—第一幕落—

第二幕蝴蝶夫人家中

第一部份

幕起時，已是平克頓隨艦隊返美三年之後。女傭鈴木正在佛像前燃香祝禱，祈求上蒼別再讓蝴蝶夫人憂傷了；蝴蝶夫人則是語帶諷刺地說，日本的神明最懶惰，從不聽她的禱告，她相信美國的神明比較勤快，會幫助她的丈夫早日歸來。鈴木對此卻不抱持太大的信心，蝴蝶夫人則是堅定地表示：在那美好的一天，一縷白色輕煙將會從海平面上慢慢升起，然後會有一艘白色的船艦出現，那就是她心愛的丈夫平克頓回來了！（詠歎調：在那美好的一天）隨後，美國駐日本領事沙普勒斯登門拜訪，他此番前來就是要告訴蝴蝶夫人：他已經收到平克頓的來信。就在此時，婚姻掮客五郎帶著一位日本貴族男士上門，說是要幫蝴蝶夫人再次相親（因為根據日本習俗，如果丈夫遺棄了妻子，就視同離婚）；蝴蝶夫人表示，自己嫁給了美國人，就應該依照美國的法律，既然美國的法律都沒說什麼，哪還管日本的習俗呢？說罷，便將五郎與貴族男士請出門。這時，沙普勒斯才將平克頓的來信慢慢讀給蝴蝶夫人聽；中途，沙普勒斯試探性地問蝴蝶夫人，如果平克頓不再回來時，她將如何自處？蝴蝶夫人心中為之一震，她悲嘆地告訴沙普勒斯：到時不是重操舊業當藝妓，就是一死！既然活得沒有尊嚴，只好走上死路。蝴蝶夫人還回到房裡，抱出她與平克頓所生的兩歲兒子，她請沙普勒斯轉告平克頓，不要忘了他們的兒子；沙普勒斯問及小孩的名字，蝴蝶夫人答說：今天這小孩叫做「憂傷」，等到他父親回來的那一天，他的名字就會是「歡樂」。沙普勒斯離開後，港口邊傳來一陣砲聲，女傭鈴木上前一看，果真是平克頓的船艦回來了！蝴蝶夫人與鈴木興奮地摘下庭院裡的櫻花，灑滿屋子裡裡外外（櫻花二重唱）；蝴蝶夫人要鈴木幫她打扮成結婚當天的模樣，好迎接丈夫的歸來。此時夜晚來臨，蝴蝶夫人在紙門上挖了三個小洞，她抱著小孩，鈴木隨侍在側，主僕三人跪坐在大門前，等待平克頓的出現。

—哼聲合唱—

第二部分

間奏曲後，第二天清晨來臨，蝴蝶夫人一夜未眠，鈴木先請她回房休息，待平克頓上門後，再請蝴蝶夫人出來會面。稍後，沙普勒斯帶著平克頓出現，鈴木原本是一陣驚喜，但又看到在他們身後，還有一位金髮碧眼的外國女子，詢問之下，才知是平克頓「合法」的妻子。鈴木悲傷地告知平克頓，過去三年來蝴蝶夫人日夜守候，只為等待丈夫的歸來，沒想到今日竟是這番局面！平克頓懺悔不已，飛奔離去，沙普勒斯則請鈴木幫忙說服蝴蝶夫人，讓小孩交給平克頓帶回美國撫養，平克頓的美國妻子也上前保證，將會善待蝴蝶夫人的孩子。此時，蝴蝶夫人察覺外頭有動靜，以為是平克頓來了，趕忙跑出來與丈夫相會，沒想到卻只見到沙普勒斯與一位外國女子；蝴蝶夫人心裡有數，知道丈夫是不可能回來了，只好答應沙普勒斯的請求，把小孩交給平克頓撫養，不過她要平克頓親自前來領取。沙普勒斯離開後，蝴蝶夫人回到房裡，拿起父親生前遺留給她的短劍，準備自盡；此時鈴木把小孩帶了進來，蝴蝶夫人依依不捨地向孩子訣別，並曚上小孩的眼睛，自己則到屏風後，結束短短十八年的青春，即使屋外傳來平克頓呼喊著蝴蝶的名字，也已喚不回蝴蝶的生命！

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23-02-05

time is getting tight......make me sick.... too tight....but im tough, i believe

alright, enough in St John Ambulance... really used up so much time.... especially this week... so I decided not to go there today.....as what i planned b4

dinner together with Ben, Soonyee, G, Mandy again tonite, but i just want to spend half & hr on it, becos i do think i m tough so i can make it...i can... Don't waste time anymore

on 21/02 Mon, finally I can meet Megan, she is the only one I always want to stand/sit next to and get near to in the Lab., i didn't know her even her name until this day, random work pair had put us together, she's slightly taller than me, great challenge, a smoker 10c per day she said(this is the only think i don't like). Although we are not studying the same course...but.... she really looks like Dido "younger version" . Irelish, Belfast .

on 22/02 Tue, football duty.... snow and freezing and super windy..... & it was my 1st time to stand on the top floor alone...really a good view but I don't like football. met a man calls Mic, he has been working in Anfield for 8 yrs... has been almost all the position.

tomorrow: Peter, Kin, Victor and Stella will go, 34pounds per seat,,, now is free for the duty...34x14= HKD476

蝴蝶夫人 Madama Butterfly - Ellen Kent & Opera International

Ellen Kent & Opera International𠏋 sumptuous, traditionally-staged production, Madama Butterfly, featuring a host of international soloists is performed by the Ukrainian National Opera of Odessa who won praise from critics and audiences in Autumn 2003 with their tour of Madama Butterfly and Rigoletto.

飊 Sheer Joy?Manchester Evening News

Madama Butterfly, Puccini𠏋 popular tale, is the original inspiration for the popular West End musical Miss Saigon. Highlights include the melodious Humming Chorus, the poignant aria One Fine Day; and the Love Duet. Set in the most tranquil and beautifully created Japanese water garden including a beautiful Weeping Willow and exquisite waterfalls with a tank full of golden fish specially commissioned from America.

Madama Butterfly is based on a true life story and tells of an innocent geisha girl who falls for an American sailor. It is here given a passionate and tender interpretation, with exciting performances from the UK-based Korean soprano Rosa Lee Thomas, who sang Butterfly at the Royal Albert Hall.

騻his is a Butterfly to cherish?Manchester Evening News

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20-02-05

Course : it supposed was a combined course"patient+casualty handling"...However we've just done the patient one..... the rest will be put on the other day (senior trainning officer said will put it in the end of March)... so..

Suppose : next sunday i would be free.... would be a boring day...suppose....but Peter makes me busy again.... give me one more course"AED trainning"(Automated External Defibrillator 心臟去纖維顫動器) Thank you !! of course this is more interesting.......

i just handed in my "essential care 基本急救 " course workbook, pass pls..........today is my 2nd time to visit an Ambulance...

Sister left me today..woo woo..... but she missed the train... so worry lor... and she is..oo....wait.... she just called me.....ohh...good then.... arrived home!!

couldn't call Stella today, don't know y

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18-02-05 初十

突然發現有好多功課未做&課本未溫.....今日全日feel.....係時候清一清la~

黎緊St John Ambluance 爆多野做..冇眼睇...i think i really need to reduce it later on b4 i realize.

Sun	Mon	Tue	Wed	Thus	Fri	Sat
					18	09:00-17:00 course FAW
09:00-17:00 course "patient"	21	18-23:00 football duty	17-19:00 meeting	19-22:00 theatre duty	25	09:00-17:00 course FAW
09:00-17:00 course AED	28	1	17-22:00 meeting+AED	19-22:00 theatre duty	4	09:00-17:00 course FAW
6	7	8	17-19:00 meeting	19-22:00 theatre duty	11	09:00-17:00 course FAW
13	14	15	17-19:00 meeting	17	18	19
20	21	22	17-19:00 meeting	24	25	26
09:00-17:00 course Med. gas	28	29	17-19:00 meeting	31	1	2

i think i m going to skip one or two meeting 23/02,9/03

dinner with sister